Sometimes I run out of words to say to you and I don’t want to be boring but I don’t want to stop talking to you. Sweetie I like you a lot and idk where your head is right now. I admire how much you care about your friends but please don’t forget that I’m here too. I understand that you’re sick and you’re worried about school, I’m worried about school too. I also understand that there are a lot of other people who are interested but look I’m your girlfriend and you’re my boyfriend and don’t think for a second that other people don’t look at me and not want me. I’m just loyal enough to tell them straight up that I have a boyfriend and not care whether or not they like me. I know we don’t hang out a lot but I evidently jump at the opportunity to. I know I can seem boring but you have to give me a chance and be patient just like I am patient with you when you aren’t as affectionate as I want. I know that maybe to you this or I seems suffocating but how can I or our relationship be? We aren’t always together 24/7. We see each other, we hold hands, kiss, and that’s school. The weekends? We talk through them and then start over. Summer is coming and I want good memories with you. But also I want you happy and I want to be able to make you happy. I won’t keep pushing you, but being persistent is part of who I am and I have accepted all of who I know you are because if I tried to change you completely you wouldn’t be the boy I fell in love with and I love you for who you are. You’re funny, you’ve got priorities, you’ve got a kind heart and you’re an altogether wonderful person. I want this to work out and I hope you do to because we’ve had our share of fun, we’ve made each other laugh and smile. Don’t let the label get in the way, if you get confused or have things on your mind come to me, I’m more than glad to help and listen. I’m not saying don’t talk to anyone about us and all the good stuff, but never talk to anyone about OUR relationship. It’s none of their business and people talk and they get in the way. Girls bat their eyes and smile and guys smile in their sleep. What I’m saying is, communicate with me. I want this to work out and last, I want us. You and me. I think the world of you please don’t leave me hanging!

Writing these do not ever fucking work. I just feel like I can’t do anything even more.

Yeah it’s falling apart and I can’t do anything about it because if he doesn’t want this he doesn’t want it. I’m confused as to how he was with a girl for over a year and didn’t act the way he did with me and claims he loves how we are when he just seems to not even want it? Like wth…… You wanted this to work out at first what happened these past few days?

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I honestly think I should have offed myself a long time ago so I wouldn’t have made these connections with all these people and felt things for them. I mean now honestly aside from family the only person Im actually living for is the last person I texted last night and even they aren’t keeping me from letting some blood out.

What the fuck is wrong with me that I can’t keep people? No one is gonna stay…. Idk anymore.

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relevant.

literally spend my time thinking about when the next acceptable moment in my life is to text you. other than that, it’s up to you buddy.

Holy crap idk … Idfk I’m so tired. Haha

I think this is all really stupid and my BPD is up to works but I’ll let her self destruct…. Destroy me…. For the night.

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